Monday, August 31, 2009

Introductions

Dear World:

I am a 28-year-old, size 14, 5'9", 217lb woman.  I know I'm obese.  I know I am fat.  I also know that I'm statistically average-sized.  I do not have my own gravitational pull.

I do not eat twinkies, eat fast food, or guzzle soda.  I play sports.  I can even run.  I know what a basal metabolic rate is, and I frequent farmers markets.

I have heard your putdowns.  I've been on your diets.  I've been the butt of many of your jokes.  I have suffered your insults, both the shallow ones and the ones that cut deep to my fat-laden core.

And you know what?  Despite your trying to put me down at every turn, I still manage to be a happy, confident, sexy woman. 

This blog is my open letter to you, World.  Just know that no matter how beaten down any entry might sound, I will remain triumphant, positive and more than you can handle.

Sincerely,
Fatgirl_vs_World

2 comments:

Emily said...

I wish I were as confident.

fatgirl_vs_world said...

Sometimes I let my bravado fill in for my confidence. The person I envision I am in my head (see: Jessica Rabbit) has much more spunk and confidence than I do. I try to let her do the speaking more than the real me who is plain tired of the struggle.

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